I know it's hard for you guys to have a REAL conversation
In your world, is it normal for people to seek out "REAL conversations" on an internet forum of a gaming clan that rejected them from membership? You should try making some real friends with actual people in the real world. Although, I can see how that would probably be exceptionally difficult for you.
Thats rich coming from a dude who is on here everytime I am and comments an average of 4.5 posts per day; most of which have nothing to do with gaming. When do you actually find time to game vermini?